Voodoo Queen

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Oh my goodness did I have some strange dreams last night.

#1:
My boyfriend and I are living in a house with a basement. We get into some kind of argument and I go downstairs to sleep away from him. The next morning I wake up and he's gotten over it and has even made me a rather elaborate breakfast involving sweet potatoes, lol. Later on in the day we're out in a public place and he has to use the restroom. It's odd because the bathroom is HUGE and I can sit in a lounge chair inside the restroom while he goes and uses one of the stalls. Then this African American woman with a little boy come out of a stall and he starts throwing some kind of hissy fit. His mom tells him to be quiet and to quit making such a scene because I'm sitting over there, but I just try to ignore them and pretend like it isn't really bothering me. Then the little boy starts hurling insults at me because I'm there, so I stand up and walk over to him and start scolding him for being cruel to his mother and to me and just really laying it on. Then his rather large father walks into the restroom and goes into one of the stalls. I go back to my chair to wait on my boyfriend, but he's disappeared. Because of what I had said to the little boy he went away and there wasn't anyway for him to come back - it was like he was taken from me by some outside force. I was just absolutely devastated...

#2
There's a small run down building, almost like you would see in a B-level horror movie, that looks like its from the 70's and its rather rundown. I can't tell if it's a prison or not, maybe just a jailhouse, and there are only a few guards as it's rather late at night. There are two or three people being held there and one of the guards is watching TV when something comes on about serial killers and people who have evaded the law but committed gruesome crimes. The guard realizes that the people that are being held in the building are some of the ones that have been mentioned on TV and he freaks out because I think they had originally been picked up on some smaller violation. He runs and tells the other guards, but apparently the prisoners have escaped because they are scared out of their minds and trying to leave the prison. The prisoners have run around and blocked off certain exits because now they want to play with the guards before they murder them. Its all rather terrifying to watch as it runs very much like a horror film with the guards running around and each getting caught and minorly brutalized before being brought back to the main center. I don't get to see the finale, as it were, but I'm kind of glad that I didn't.

#3
There was an African American couple, a husband and wife, who had been enlisted to take care of some sort of dire spiritual matter. There was a group of people with them, I think myself as well, and they were brought to a house in order to get rid of some sort of dark entity. I believe they were practitioners of some sort of Voodoo or Santeria tradition because that was the impression that I received. Anyway, the group of people were sitting up in a dimly lit attic room, at night, around a table while at the opposite end of the room was a bed that the couple were sleeping in. The group at the table were all discussing ways to combat this evil force while the couple were having sex. They were making noises, not too terribly loud but loud enough to where you would notice, yet the people around the table were not paying any attention. Then, the man making love to his wife kind of laughed a little and suddenly everyone stopped talking to turn around and look at them. The man or the woman, I can't really remember which, stopped all of a sudden and said something to the effect of how the people had not been paying any attention to the reality of what they were doing until something unrelated to what they were doing caught their ear and made them look. I know that it was a euphamism or metaphor for something else and not the act of sex itself literally, but I'm not entirely sure how to decipher it.

Later on in the same sequence this group of people were all outside in the front yard of my actual house when this long, black "smoke monster" (yes, reminiscent of the one from LOST, but smaller) came pouring out of my front door. They were trying to capture it in some sort of metal container and to banish it, but it was very strong and they were having a very difficult time wrangling it. And even though it looked very much like the "smoke monster", it also seemed to have a certain amount of physical mass as well. It was unusual to say the least.
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That's all I can remember of my dreams, but last night as I was on the computer I saw a shadowy form pass by the doorwayto the kitchen on two separate occasions. I thought that it was my mother getting up to get a drink or something so I looked up both times but there was no one there. I don't really know how to explain it. It's not the first time that something like that has happened to me in this house, but it's been a very long time since it has. I'll just have to keep an eye out to see if there's any increase in activity.

Also, on the 15th my mother's fiancee passed away in the hospital. We all cared about him a great deal and there's still a great deal of sadness surrounding his passing. He was a really great guy and we all miss him very much. I just hope that he's in a good place now away from all the pain he was in the last few days. We all love you John :).

~♥~

Summertime

Friday, May 8, 2009

I had a dream the other night where I was a child in a small town. It was warm and there were lots of trees. It felt like I was still in the US, but I'm not sure. I was running around with a few other kids and I ran into a little store on the main street. Apparently, there were Nazis patrolling this little town and they were after me and the other kids. I went all the way into the back of the store where the storage room was and the walls were all made of big grey cinderblocks. I just placed my hands on a few of the cinderblocks and was able to push them out onto the other side with no effort at all, as though they were made of styrofoam or something. Immediately on the other side of this wall was another store with dark, warm woods on the walls. It looked as though it were an antique store/soda fountain combination. There were some people in there who turned and looked at me as though they were confused, but I didn't have time to stop and talk to them because I ran out the front door and kept on running away from the Nazis... I remember running into a couple of the students that I go to school with somewhere out in the woods, but I don't remember much of any reaction that I had with them... And that's pretty much where it ends. There isn't much of an ending, I know :).

In other news, the semester officially ends tomorrow and I'm rather ecstatic. All I have left to do is a paper for my Art History class and then I'm completely through. It will be such a joy knowing that I don't have to worry about meeting any deadlines or getting anything graded for awhile. I'm also really looking forward to getting to spend more time with my boyfriend and my family. My sister came down yesterday to take a load of my stuff back up to the house, so it was fun getting to see her for awhile and hang out. She got to meet a few of my friends who haven't left the campus yet and they all got along really well :). Hopefully she'll be able to visit me more next semester...

~♥~

 
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